January 2012
19 posts
I guess
I have kind of been in a slump lately. I will put more effort into trying to get over that. I am just bleh.
Today, I got an awesome role for opshop, I worked out, I decided that this semester won’t be too shabby. I just need to get my period this weekend and stop eating so much! I have been eating ALL OF THE TIME!!!
Anywho, tired of moping. I am single, I am ok with it. I don’t...
“And in the end, it’s not the years in your life that count. It’s the life in...”
– Abraham Lincoln (via kari-shma)
I learned something about myself today
I have really high self esteem. I love myself, I feel good about myself, I feel attractive and, except for the occasional ugly/fat day, I feel good about my body. Because of this, I try to date jerks. I want to date people who make me feel insecure so that their complements mean so much more. I want to date people who are rude to me, ignore me, treat me like garbage and then they tell me I am...
This is a long overdue post
So I have been chipper overall lately but I am slowly getting more depressed. Being a girl is rough. Work was fine today. No 40 year old men asked me out (like yesterday) so it was uneventful. Sold one pain of sunglasses (the only pair we sold all day) and that was all. Lucas, the guy who works next to me, was super excited to see me today. The highlight of work was the especially attractive man I...
New Year!!!
So I am not going to get all sentimental about 2011. It was a year. There was good and bad and all that. I want to share that I actually celebrated the New Year for once. Lauren and I went to the Penguin. We got vip’d in for free and cut the line and were standing right under the balloons when it hit midnight. We danced until 2:30 and loved our lives. I could not have asked for a better...
December 2011
12 posts
My life is just so silly
Christmas eve everyone! I am turning over a new leaf for the new year. No pining over boys who don’t want me, no more being the friend giving 110% and getting 15% back, not more any of that. I am going to focus on what I want and what I need for my last semester of undergrad and that is all! I am excited.
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What’s Wrong With Ron Paul?
10 Reasons Not to Vote for Ron Paul
Ron Paul’s Strange Freedom…
Are you ever just super unhappy with everything?
Today I am. I might have broken my 4.0 streak this semester due to laziness. I am lethargic and I just want to be how I was 3 years ago. I want my long, dirty blonde hair back and I want that life back. I hate that I am so weird and I say stupid things and that I somehow manage to say exactly the wrong thing about everything to people I like. I am 23 years old and I am still acting like a damn 16...
official decision
I am tired of letting other people taint my own judgement. I may make some questionable choices but the worst ones were influenced by others. i am going to go with the flow and stick to the plan. I will find happiness and comfort in the control I will regain. On a positive note, everything is going well. I am in a good mood, I have a good outlook and I may be single but I have good people in my...
Hahaha
hahahahahahaha silly me….hahaha Working all day now. Then ENT appt and going out tonight. I am not really in the mood to go out but it is happening.
November 2011
14 posts
agh
I am such a fucking little girl. i have the hugest crush on someone who is too good for me and it makes me feel ugly and i am insecure about evetything right now. Not the time to even be thinking about this stuff. I can’t even figure out how I ever landed an attractive man with the way I am acting. I am so frustrated with myself but I can’t stop my cheeks from flushing and my mind from...
thanksgiving
I am so thankful for my friends and my ridiculous family. I am thankful that my grandmother was here to celebrate with us. I hope this stays the same for the next 30 years.
So I am in one of those moods (right spot in my cycle, I think) where I feel bad. I texted Tim for the first time since I told him to never speak to me again. I told him to tell his family happy thanksgiving from me....
mmmm....
Made vegan chili. Yum! I am going to calm the fuck down about everything else. I am not going to worry about something that isn’t even happening. Sheesh. Being a girl is rough. I bought some veggies today and I can’t wait to be vegan again. Umm…oh going to an ear nose and throat doctor tomorrow morning because I haven’t been able to sing all semester. Hopefully sticking a...
decision time
I need to decide what kind of person I want to be. It is completely my own choice and now is the time to make it. Do i give into futile temptation and pursue something that will ultimately be fruitless or decide now it isn’t want a want and try to evoke a change. I know which I want to do but I need to consider the kind of person I want to be for the rest of my young adult life. sigh.
My life as of late
Thinking about my future makes me sick to my stomach. I hate what is happening right now. I do not want to give a senior recital and it is making me question whether I will even declare my major. I am not good enough and I don’t want to do it!
And I am currently involved with someone who could probably not care less about me. I don’t know. I have made so many mistakes along the way...
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Jon Stewart took to The Daily Show last night to talk about the Penn State child sexual abuse scandal, and gave a serious commentary about how people knew of Sandusky’s abuse and didn’t do anything, as well as the recent student rioting over the firing of coach Joe Paterno.
When he gets serious, it’s like being caught in a laser...
October 2011
1 post
September 2011
4 posts
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I earned my spot on the court, coach told me so, now I get the least amount of playing time on the team. I fucking hate this. I am sick of his shit and I just want it to be over. I love the sport but not when I am not given a chance to play it. I came here to be on the team, not to watch the team play.
fuck this shit
Work is fun, making money.
Hawley is getting married in a few weeks! Yes!
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